San Francisco Isn't Mine

I came to San Francisco almost 18 years ago. Hard to believe really. I was just a kid with a pony tail (seriously, a really long pony tail), with delusions of grandeur, looking for something I couldn't find in the suburban Midwest. I moved to San Francisco to go to college and have never found a compelling reason to leave, plain and simple. I love this town, and I always will. I'll die here.

#0001_15 - Mission Street. San Francisco, CA. 2003

You can't sugar coat it, San Francisco's got problems. A one bedroom apartment in my neighborhood is going for $3,000 a month. The City is being systematically carved up and sold to the highest bidder. Tent encampments are becoming increasingly normal. My old dive bar is now a tech bro rookery. Real issues.

It's easy to blame money, startups and tech bros, but San Francisco is a boom town, always has been. That's not going to change. But money and privilege breeds isolation. What's troubling is how insulated so much of The City's population has become. 

Don't forget how amazing, ridiculous and entertaining this place can be.

Forget Uber, take Muni and sit next to drunk people on a Friday night. Stop using those ridiculous valet services and walk the streets, it's worth it, trust me. Go to the Folsom Street Fair and see just how off the charts it really is. It smells bad and you'll probably be genuinely frightened at least half a dozen times but you're going to see some crazy shit and that's rad.

Don't ignore The City, don't ignore the weirdos and the artists (there's a lot of them), the bike messengers (why so angry?), the armies of lost art students (I know, they're sad) and confused tourists (sorry Europeans, our public transit blows). Don't be a dick and bash this place because it isn't what you thought or hoped or wanted or was promised. Don't ignore the people that are less fortunate than you that have to sleep on the god damn street. They all came here looking for something, just like you did. Don't think for a second that "wealthy working people have earned their right to live in the city."

The first dot com bubble was a disaster, but San Francisco survived. She'll weather this boom and bust just as she's weathered them all, mercilessly, with vengeance and style. Nobody has a right to be here. San Francisco isn't mine, and it certainly isn't yours either. It belongs to itself, you can only be a part of it. 

Sarah, Half Light

From my last shoot with Sarah, fiddling around with some different light tricks. Shot these with a single bare bulb strobe cranked all the way up, aimed through a 4 inch vertical strip cut into an 8 foot piece of foam core...

#0451_04A - Sarah, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0451_00A - Sarah, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0451_34A - Sarah, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0451_19A - Sarah, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0451_05A - Sarah, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0452_12A - Sarah, 2016. Voigtlander R3m, 75mm f/2.5, Ilford FP4 125

In Motion - Word On The Street

#0433_31A - Jessie Square. San Francisco, CA. February 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford HP5 400.

I'll occasionally wander the city, usually with no destination in mind. I find it comforting on some level, not to have to be anywhere in particular. Seems like everybody is going somewhere, in a hurry, in motion.

If they stop for too long they'll get swept up or run over, or passed by, over looked, lost in the shuffle, maybe just plain forgotten, too wrapped up in their own heads to realize what's happening around them.

Makes me think destinations are terribly over rated...

#0443_09A - Bus Shelter, Mission St. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0435_13A - Bus Shelter, MIssion St. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0434_35 - Montgomery St. San Francisco, CA. February 2016. Voigtlander R3m, Zeiss 21mm f/4.5, Ilford HP5 400.

#0443_21A - Commuter, Muni Train. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400. 

Mid-Market - Word On The Street

Mid-Market Street seems the epitome of haves and have nots, home to Twitter, staggering poverty, open air drug markets, 5 dollar espresso and Burger King. If you want to see gentrification in motion, take a walk down Market between 5th and Van Ness.

#0435_35A - Street Performer, Mid-Market Street. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0435_29A - Drinking Man, Mid-Market Street. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0435_28A - Liquor Store, Mid-Market Street. San Francisco, CA. March of 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0435_30A - Drug Deal & Dog, Mid-Market Street. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

#0435_34A - Man In Wheelchair, Mid-Market Street. San Francisco, CA. March 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400.

The collision of moneyed tech workers with poor neighborhoods in San Francisco continues to change the city in staggering ways. It's easy to blame the industry, but it seems more an accelerant and less a cause. Tent cities are popping up everywhere, people just don't have any place to go. I've lived here for 17 years and I've never seen it this bad.

I take it for granted, every night, I come home to my family, we have a wonderful old house in a good neighborhood that cost a small fortune. Out of reach for the vast majority of residents in this city. Housing has got to be the single biggest issue in San Francisco, hands down, with absolutely no solution in sight.

Freya On Film

Last few takes from a recent shoot with Freya Gallows, March of 2016. San Francisco, California. Looking forward to printing a few of these in the darkroom, watch for a print release soon.

#0439_37 - Freya, 2016. Voigtlander R3m, 75mm f/2.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0438_04A - Freya, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilfrod FP4 125

#0441_05A - Freya, 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400

#0441_11A - Freya, 2016. Leica M2, Zeiss 35mm f/2, Ilford HP5 400

#0438_36A - Freya, 2016. Leica M3, Zeiss 50mm f/1.5, Ilford FP4 125

#0439_27 - Freya, 2016. Voigtlander R3m, 75mm f/2.5, Ilford FP4 125.