Summer (Of The Bear) and Other Stories

#0984_12 - Santa Cruz, California, May of 2026.

School let out May the 29th and we took off Southbound through Santa Cruz for a night to visit a friend with a new baby, then down the coast to Pebble Beach to see some old friends. We cut out early the following morning for Mexico, driving straight through all day and made Baja by 8 o’clock. We spent three days on the beach doing very little, reading and napping and playing board games and it was a proper break. We started back North on a Friday to San Diego and crashed at a friends place for a night, then on to Pasadena for a spell to see family before heading back North to The City. (1,254 miles.)

#0983_07A-08A - Baja California, Mexico, June of 2026.

#0984_36 - Eel River, Mendocino, California, June of 2026.

We took a short camping trip to Mendocino mid June with a rather eclectic and decidedly random group of folks that included a bio-tech exec, a stoner who can count cards into a 4 deck shuffle, an ex-con (murder 1) and two incredibly obnoxious 7 year old boys (one mine) among others. The entire affair worked out remarkably well largely due to the amount of good food and good bourbon consumed. (434 miles.)

The long 4th of July weekend we took off for Truckee with some old dear friends. This was a success solely due to the fact that we did not leave the house the entire time, as the greater Tahoe area during holiday weekends is a complete and total shit show. It took us 7 and half hours to get home. It should have taken three. (374 miles.)

Mid July we spent the weekend in Mariposa as we often do. It was punishingly hot and we did very little. On our way out of town we paid a visit to a friend, Farmer Sean, who keeps goats, chickens etc., for no reason other than he and his partner love animals. They’re good people, expats from San Francisco. They started out with six goats and were at some point given a male goat, whom they were slow to castrate. They now have 32 goats. (347 miles.)

#0985_11A - Wren with a goat, Mariposa, California, July of 2026.

At the end of July we went North, passing through Eugene, Oregon for a night before heading up to Portland. We spent a stupid amount of money at Powell’s Books and pushed North the next day through Seattle, stopping at the flagship REI store where another stupid amount of money was spent. We caught the ferry that afternoon in Anacortes, two hours North of Seattle, and were in the San Juan Islands for supper.

#0986_08 - Orcas Island Ferry, San Juan Islands, Washington, July of 2026

We stayed in a lovely home on Orcas Island, it was small and simple and open, filled with books and art and beautiful objects. It also contained almost no plastic, a clear choice, though it did have a six-thousand dollar stereo system and a four-hundred dollar coffee maker and this leaves me with questions. Either way we spent 5 wonderfully quiet days relaxing on the Island before packing up and heading South again. (917 miles.)

#0986_16 - Orcas Island, Washington, July of 2026.

We caught the late ferry and pushed South through terrible traffic in Seattle and Portland, then turned South East, reaching a little place we’d rented near Cougar Reservoir in Oregon around 1 o’clock in the morning. A beautiful log cabin on the McKenzie River, it was quite comfortable but unfortunately decorated by someone who shops exclusively at Bass Pro Shops. (473 miles.)

#0987_18A - McKenzie River, Oregon, July of 2026.

#0987_22A - Wildfire Damage, Oregon, July of 2026.

There’s a spot nearby known locally as Cougar Hot Springs I first visited over 25 years ago in the summer of 1999 on my way from Detroit to San Francisco. A natural hot spring, left largely untouched, the water cascades down into progressively cooler pools, it’s always been special to me and for many years I’d visit annually, though I’d not been back since my son was born. It was much the same, with decidedly fewer misfits and weirdos and the scars of a wildfire that ripped through the valley some years ago are still quite visible. We had a good soak and a big early dinner and headed out first thing the next morning.

We cut East toward the coast, picking up Hwy 101 South, stopping at a hotel in Eureka for the night that was filled almost entirely with bikers. I had a drink with a few of them in the hot tub, they were friendly folks. We made an early start the next day and were in San Francisco by dinner. (628 miles.)

#0988_08 - At the River, The Lair of the Golden Bear, August of 2026.

The second week of August I found myself at The Lair of The Golden Bear, a family camp in the Sierra Nevada’s near Yosemite for UC Berkeley alumni. When I was a younger man, I could not have imagined any circumstances, nor trajectory my life could take, that would lead me to this place, and yet there I was. At The Lair of The Golden Bear.

One night around 11 o’clock I laid on top of the picnic table in our camp, watching the beginnings of the Perseids meteor shower and dozing off slightly. I had put on some headphones and queued up something benign that I could ignore while star gazing. It was not lost on me, city boy that I am, that wearing noise cancelling headphones in bear country after dark, after multiple sightings throughout the week, was not the wisest of choices. But alas, I am a city boy, who was at least three bourbons in that night, so I ignored the thought entirely. Not ten minutes later, after a particularly bright shooting star cut across the sky, a shadow crossed my periphery, and turning slightly I was confronted by a full grown black bear not three feet away nonchalantly sniffing around our camp.

#0988_24 - Thomas and Charlie, The Lair of the Golden Bear, August of 2026.

I say this with complete confidence and no embellishment that I am both impressed and surprised by my response to the bear, as it is one of the few events in my life that I can confidently say I handled entirely appropriately and without hesitation or regret. Wether it was adrenaline or bourbon or some combination of the two I sprung up immediately, yelling at full volume, directly at the bear “Get out bear!” and flailing my arms wildly like the half drunk, half asleep city boy that I was. I grabbed the flashlight next to me and turned it on the beast. I’d startled him enough that he began to run, and I followed him down the path yelling and clapping until I lost sight of him in the brush. My wife and son, not 15 feet away from the altercation, both remained soundly asleep.

In the morning I told them both how I had fought off a giant bear in the dark of night to keep them both safe. They were appreciative, though they did not actually believe me. The remainder of our stay was uneventful. (320 miles.)

The road is different now, less romantic, more logistic. No motor lodges and cheap diners. Hotels are booked long in advance with points and rewards, campsites secured months ahead with an app, meals largely determined by Yelp ratings. There is little opportunity to get lost, and yet there is still something to be said for being away and on the road and I will always love it.

It’s October 1st, the Autumnal Equinox has passed and the weather has started to turn just a little. All told I put about 4,000 miles behind me and now I’m tired. It was a good summer.

Prints available upon request.

Things I’ve been reading lately…

The Four TV Shows That Heralded America’s Fall
Any list of great artworks presents a portrait of the era that produced them — in this case, the prestreaming era 20 years ago when cable channels like HBO and AMC ruled the dial…

I went to a Parisian dinner party yesterday. Here's what I noticed.
A woman arrived later in an outfit that should have been too much for a Tuesday dinner and immediately made us feel underdressed. She ate the most and spoke the least. Most interesting person there.

In Defense of the Detour
On craft, A.I. and what gets lost when we skip the slow part.

Spring

It was a very long winter. Then something called a heat dome, which I don’t pretend to understand, descended on the west and for a week I had every door and window open and every fan in the house running 24 hours a day, while the temperature broke 90 degrees several times. Unheard of in The CIty, even in the dead of summer.

Almost as if the climate is… changing?

Nonsense…

No. #0973_18A - Golden Gate Park, San Franicsco, December of 2025.

Seems the world is on fire, literally and figuratively. I miss my dog and and miss my friend and I can’t seem to find the time to photograph or print or write the way I used to and it weighs on me. Nothing new. Never enough time.

No. #0977_24 Banderas Bay, Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, April of 2026.

We were in Mexico for a spell with my side of the family at some all inclusive compound in Puerto Vallarta that I can’t actually describe with any clarity. It was a target rich environment for people watching and poor behavior and yet I found myself reluctant to pick up the camera. The weather was lovely and the ocean was beautiful but it all felt tired and sterile and over sanitized and the drinks were watered down. That may have been the most offensive aspect of the entire affair.

No. #0979_16A-17A Dismantling Vaillancourt Fountain, San Francisco, Ca. May of 2026

They’ve started tearing down Vaillancourt Fountain in The City. The artist, very much alive and well, is decidedly pissed. The installation has been non-functional as a fountain for several years and was recently declared an “imminent threat to public safety” by San Francisco Rec and Park, largely due to deterioration, asbestos, and lead. Progress waits for no one, not even Brutalist sculpture. It was ugly and weird and I’ll miss it.

Prints available upon request.

Things I’ve been reading lately…

Rich People Didn’t Look Like This Before
If you spend enough time around the very rich these days, it’s clear. People didn’t look like this before because people naturally can’t look like this.

The End Of Elsewhere
The Endangered Species of the Global Citizen

The Chilling Role of ChatGPT in Mass Shootings
Several attacks involving OpenAI’s chatbot—including Tumbler Ridge and FSU—raise urgent questions about the technology.

My Friend, Alberto Rangel

I’ve tried to write this so many times. I sit down and I try and I’m empty. I can’t remember things. I can’t remember what I wanted to say or the story I wanted to tell, all the words that had been bouncing around my head are scattered and missing.

I don’t remember meeting Alberto. He just became part of my life, folded in with the rest. He worked with my wife at a clinic for a time. I suppose when we moved to the Castro we started seeing more of him, but I really don’t remember.

Alberto Rangel in Paris, 2023.

Alberto, Paris - 2023

I remember Alberto and his husband Stuart were at the Eureka Lounge every Sunday. They called it their living room. We’d meet them sometimes. I remember a regular there, a six foot five dude in head to toe leather, complete with visor cap and an actual holster for his cigars, who appeared terrifying but was a really nice guy. The Eureka Lounge was a funny place. Then one day they shut down, no warning, closed up after 12 years. We started hosting happy hour on Sundays, at our place, on Eureka Street, as it were. The New Eureka Lounge, every Sunday. Still do…

Alberto Rangel, San Francisco - 2022

Alberto was a painter. He painted these wonderful pieces of his family and his friends and his life and his travels. He would hang little shows at cafes and charge nothing for the work and sell out every single time and it made me absolutely nuts. It was cathartic for him. It was therapy. He just wanted these things out in the world. I remember it pissed me off how nonchalant he was about it all. Maybe I was jealous. I got over it.

When my son was born he became Uncle Alberto. Every Sunday evening he would wind that kid up so tight, tearing around the house, jumping off the furniture… and then leave us with this wired up child and say “gotta go, my work here is done.”

I remember Paris. Alberto insisted the first thing you did after a long haul flight was to have a soak and a massage. We landed at Charles De Gaulle airport and headed straight to the spa for just that. It changed my life.

At a time when much of society seems lost to exhausted apathy, he was always present. As a social worker he cared for the people that most of us actively try to forget about. As a friend, he never turned down an invitation.

He was my friend, and I don’t have a lot of those. He was a big part of my life and I don’t remember how it happened. I can still hear his laugh when I picture him. It could fill a room. Strange, the little pieces we do remember.

On December 4th, 2025, Alberto Rangel was stabbed by a patient in Ward 86 at San Francisco General Hospital. He died two days later. He was 51 years old. I miss him dearly.

You can read more about Alberto and his life at the links below.

MIssion Local - ‘nurturing’ S.F. social worker, remembered for his ‘beaming spirit’

UCSF - Remembering Alberto Rangel

SF Chronicle - “He Trusted The Universe”

Video - State Senator Scott Wiener adjourns in memory of Alberto Rangel

Alberto and my son Thomas - 2025

Wintering

No. 0957_16A Self Portrait, Barcelona, 2025.

I came across this word awhile back, wintering… feels quite descriptive to say the least. I’ve been in a bit of a self imposed hibernation for the last month or so, a sort of torpor in the days leading up to Thanksgiving and the holidays that are always pretty hectic around my house. I did have a little time to sift through some self portraits from the last year or so that I’ve been putting off.

It’s a silly, vapid thing to do, but it interests me none the less. I absolutely hate the word ‘selfie’ and what it’s become, but quite enjoy the idea of the self portrait as an artistic pursuit, if for no other reason then the record it produces. Proof of a life, as it were. I have an archive of images going back over 25 years at this point. Seems worth noting that while the work has changed, so have I as well.

I’ve added a handful of new images to the “Self Esteem” gallery from the past year. It’s cathartic I suppose, collecting these little bits of myself from over the years. Either way, if you’ve got some time to kill, it’s a somewhat interesting journey from young kid who looks like one of the Allman brothers to “self-portrait of the artist as a middle aged man.”

On a more commerce related note… I’ve found myself currently drowning in prints, both framed and unframed, and am in dire need of a great purge, or I’ll be forced to convert my house into a gallery. Take a look at the shop if you’re so inclined, or quite literally anything from the San Francisco gallery or the Unwritten Notes gallery, I’ve got on hand and ready to ship. Drop me a line if something catches your eye, for yourself, a gift, etc., chances are I’ve got a print laying around that needs a home.

Things I’ve been reading lately…

A Drunk Raccoon Passed Out in the Bathroom of a Virginia Liquor Store
A raccoon broke into a liquor store the other day and drank his fill: rum, moonshine, even peanut butter whiskey. Then it passed out on the floor of the bathroom.

How Silicon Valley Lost Its Spine
It’s hard to square the idealistic YouTube of the late 2000s with the one that in September paid President Trump $24.5 million to settle a meritless lawsuit over his post-Jan. 6 account suspension.

The Shocking Crash That Led One County to Reckon With the Dangers of E-Bikes
Unregulated e-bikes are a growing danger on American streets. In one Bay Area town, a terrible accident finally led to reform.

Unwritten Notes, Death Valley

On January 16th of 2018 my wife was approximately 5 days pregnant. I know this with such accuracy because of the obscene amounts of money and medical intervention required to eventually produce the child. We took a road trip through the desert, I can’t remember why. I think we just needed to focus on something else. We headed South down the 5 to Bakersfield picking up the 178 West to Ridgecrest, the third largest city in Kern county, which honestly, isn’t saying much…

No. #0584_12A - Ridgecrest, California. January of 2018.

black and white death valley mojave desert california

No. #0583_30A / 32A - Panamint Valley, California. January of 2018.

We spent the night in what were billed as ‘eco-pods’ in the middle of the desert. It struck me immediately as the perfect venue to get astronomically high on hallucinogens or to dispose of an unwanted spouse, possibly both. A total of three pods, the two sleeping pods had glass roll up garage doors and a side wall that swung out ninety degrees. The stars were absolutely incredible. The bath / shower pod had a completely open layout, with four shower heads, multiple benches and a drain in the center. Essentially this was a shower sex pod. In the desert.

black and white photograph of a woman and her dog in badwater basin death valley california

No. #0585_20 - Death Valley, California. January of 2018.

We drove into Death Valley the next day and crashed for the night in Stovepipe Wells, a way-station with a mildly depressing motel in the Northern part of the park. I had a terrible hamburger for dinner but got a decent nights sleep and we drove South through the park the following morning.

At the bottom end of Death Valley is a place called Shoshone, population 22. It is comprised of a post-office, a saloon and a small restaurant, at which I had one of the best reuben sandwiches I’ve ever eaten. We headed out, and were in Los Angeles by nightfall.

Excerpts from the series “Unwritten Notes” - Photographs Made Elsewhere.

Comprised of work spanning nearly 15 years, the series is largely autobiographical and draws entirely from images made on the road, away from home...

Prints available upon request.